Tuesday, April 25, 2006
I quite sometime never update blog le... The internet was cut off because i never paid the internet bills... >.< . 2nd week of school.. But i feel like i have no wish to study.. Keep yawning in class..And wanting to fall asleep.. Don't know why.. Maybe i should not have place too much hope on her.. Maybe.. Don't know what to do now.. Give up?? Soon... Maybe should let nature takes it's course ba.. Forget about it.. If there is fate we will.. Keep waiting for my other half.. Or rather keep finding.. The search is never ending.. My relatives from malaysia has come to singapore.. Well these few days will be quite "fun" in a sense that it will be quite noisy... Hope i can get my study life back.. Maybe return the old me??.. Not used to poly life.. Quite independent unlike ite.. But one thing is always the same.. The system always cock up.. Maybe i bluff myself that the love exist.. Maybe there is no existance of you..
Maybe because of my looks.. Well no self confidence = lously.. Nerd = Best.. lolx.. Tomorrow is Basket ball selection.. Hope can get in.. If not i go play badminton.. If both cannot get in.. maybe TKD or archery.. Saw some of my ITE friends.. Only half of them managed to get in.. So sad.. y none of them are in my class... If so i will not be so lonley.. i should rename myself as Mr lonley?? Did i put a barrier around me?? Keep thinking that there is no one for me?? Well maybe i did.. Maybe i don't.. Hope i can get used to this kind of life.. Wishing that i can place a memories in my friends hearts..
Signing off~~
posted at Tuesday, April 25, 2006
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