-=>WhAtS lIfE? <=-

Fly like falco

2006-11-06T11:14:00.000+08:00

What is it you desire? Because someone's being hurt
When you can't clearly see your dream, close your eyes

In your heart, the saffron won't stop blooming
But the desert is already dead, still you wander about

The happiness and sorrow from now on
Hold on to your powers, your passion changes

Take your future into your hands and fly, Falco
Fly away and grasp your dream
The clear skies where you call your echos while crossing the sahara
You'll go to the sun

The loneliness is like how your shadow comes close, and speak
You believe your fear is growing

The hot air blows from the ground
It carries off vision and high keeps ringing

Life is burnt, so fly off, Falco
As for that you are strong like you dream
where The Nile flows, your dream is not restricted the meaning of living

It is found certainly,

The happiness and sorrow from now on
Hold on to your powers, your passion changes

Take your future into your hands and fly, Falco
Fly away and grasp your dream
The clear skies where you call your echos while crossing the sahara
You'll go to the sun

Life is burnt, so fly off, Falco
As for that you are strong like you dream
where The Nile flows, your dream is not restricted the meaning of living
It is found certainly

2006-11-05T22:55:00.000+08:00

*Lesson to be Happy*
There maybe other things in the world but without happiness.. It means nothing at all.. *Lesson ended*

Lolx..

My favorite song.. Find our own stars!! Dun be fake..

2006-10-21T10:07:00.000+08:00

Snow dance in the night sky This white world is so cold
My heart at this moment overlaps
A Love song of lies continues to sing without purpose
Even if it's our true emotions we can't say them out

Our eyes go in different dirrections
Going against and hurting each other still we were believing

In the moment of madness A wounded FAKE STAR
You'll certainly meet your ONLY STAR one day
Ah True Rose In these Hands Let them sleep yeah

A High speed Driving Road seemed that there's been an axle stepping onto it
My Heart at This moment can't be returned
Even if you can cheat others, you won't be able to cheat yourself
If it's our real emotions It can't be hidden

Our stage moves out
Trying to look strong and hurting each other, still we were believing

On the bent town the FAKE STAR cries with a smile
I'll definately find my ONLY STAR one day
Ah True Rose... Let me dance in this dream

In the moment of madness A wounded FAKE STAR
You'll certainly meet your ONLY STAR one day
On the bent town the FAKE STAR cries with a smile
I'll definately find my ONLY STAR one day
Ah True Rose... Let me dance in this dream
Let them sleep... yeah

meaningful~~ Just wat i wanted to say... Lolx..

2006-10-21T10:02:00.000+08:00

Everyone that lives will set out on theirown journey one day. Time never stopsOne day, it will end.But the wonderful timesthat we have spent wth each other,will never disappear.I will treasure this moment foreverI am grateful that i was able to encounterthis Enishi (Destiny)I have to keep working hard..Keep working hard in order to findmy future self

So nice~~~

2006-10-14T12:43:00.000+08:00

Treat that someone special.. Love isn't about the unhappy tears that go along with it.. Those tears only leave your eyes dry and hurt you..

We will be there...

2006-10-11T16:36:00.000+08:00

I really like this anime Ai Yori Aoshi ~Enishi~, although they have sad moments.. but they are always together..

Start of a new Life..

2006-10-11T14:12:00.000+08:00

woaaa.. long time never update the blog le.. Well keep watching animes.. lolx.. Even i at home.. i am not feeling bored.. Cause i know even if i am alone.. There will always be friends around me.. Let me tell you something.. When my brother told me that he want to buy the shoe for me.. i was happy.. even i never bought it in the end.. I felt happy because he has the feeling that he really want to buy for me.. even it is $200++ .. but i will be more happy to recieve the shoe.... ^^" Well i guess is the thoughts that counts.. not the gift or the price tag.. But sian la.. monday study until 830pm!! haiz.. night lectures.. Well only thing i can do is study hard.. Ganbarimasu!! lolx..

signing off
Sayonara~~

OVERS!!

2006-08-29T15:56:00.000+08:00

W00T!! Exams are over!!.. Just watched finished tactics.. Cried abit :'(.. Sad man.. Suzu-chan died.. How come most of the animes die one huh?? Although fruit basket the characters didn't died but it was so sad.. The worst is chrno crusade.. Then tactics followed... Kaoz.. The tears like FOC one... haha.. Sian.. Later got basket ball training... Still need to train up my body.. >.< Still lots of anime to catch!! hahaha..

See ya
Sayonara~

Horray!!

2006-08-28T21:14:00.000+08:00

The last paper is java. Thats the final paper for the exams. Hope to get through it smoothly. Lost one match on sunday.. But i got at least scored some points! lolx.. Not too much though.. Hosh! Get through tomorrow hurdle and i will be free!! (for the monent..) Then will for winnie exams over.. Go out together?? lolx..

See ya..
Sayonara~

WON!!

2006-08-17T20:32:00.000+08:00

I have won MacPherson ITE!!.. well i mean the CSC which i am from is from MacPherson too.. 46 to 39.. Won by 7 points.. I did my best.. But i think i didn't perform well.. Feeling tired easily and very fast out of breath.. After that they want to go back to CC to play basket ball.. Well i of course headed home.. Take a bath.. After that later still need to do C Maths.. Argh.. Why like that?!?!.. Lolx.. Thinking that is a hurdle i need to get over it... A Goal which i need to reach.. By proving myself.. that i can reach that goal... When i have reached.. Hope can rest.. Thinking that life is full of things that we yet to explore.. Well i guess that is part of it.. Can't possibly retreat now.. Halfway through my goal.. Well at least almost there.. The week after next week is the real match coming soon.. Hope i can perform well.. Hope my friend can come and watch?? Right? Winnie,Cherine and Sidney.. Hope she can come too.. :p Hope that day i will not lose face.. lolx.. Love you all!!!.. lolx.. got to go and do work... see ya when i finish my exams on the 29 this month.. which is on thursday..

See ya
Sayonara~~

Ouch....

2006-08-14T20:29:00.000+08:00

well it started my day with a test paper (which i want to do).. Then after a while.. my mom asked me to buy tissue.. When i started going down a flight of stairs at level 6.. i fell down at the flight of stairs.. leaving my ankle and left arm with bruise.. Well it hurt a lot at first.. but slowly it became alright.. Around 4 to 5 going to lor ah soo to play basket ball.. My knee cap hurt suddenly.. Played for a while.. After that took bus home.. When i alight the bus.. the pain came back... Guess i have to rest after all?? lolx.. Exams coming... Now having one week break.. Guess really have to study after all... Well.. I guess i am.. Yawn~~ getting tired.. Guess going to sleep... :p.. Lolx.. Gd night..
Wish My friends.. BeSt Of LuCk~~
Sayorana~~
Signing off~~

HERE COMES EXAMS!!!

2006-08-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

lolx.. exams are coming... hate to say but no matter what i don't want to repeat the module... Hope to get over and done with.. Need to buck up on my C maths.. and java.. So this 2 weeks starting from the 7th of august.. i will be studying... Can't let anime to kill my study mood... lolx.. When the exams are over i can catch them... And also i am chosen to play basket ball in MacPherson CC.. Wow.. i also can't believe it.. Hope the training won't be tough.. lolx.. Finally got a jeresy on my own.. Well.. as i have said that the "thing" that lester hope.. won't happen.. Cause if i put my best effort in it.. I can get over it.. Winnie.. Cherine.. Sidney.. I believe you can do it.. Cause i believe in you.. Lets Go and Tackle!!! lolx..

Signing off
Sayonara~~

lonley...

2006-07-08T14:45:00.000+08:00

HAiz.. every time want to watch a movie.. no one comes along with me.. All those i want to watch , my friends watch already... Hate going to the cinema alone... Don't like the feeling of it.. Why like that?? Can't watch those movie with friends.. even my best friend also watch like.. Feel casted out... Maybe not watching movie for a while ba.. Cause they watch liao, watch again also meaningless.. Watch movie also won't ask one.. Sian.. Later go play basket ball to stress out.. Only thing that even no one play with me.. I also enjoy.. Maybe lonley in the cinema ba..... Thinking whelther want to quit GV.. Cause work there also cannot watch.. Work there for what?? Hiaz end here liao.. No mood to type..

Sick~~

2006-05-13T05:09:00.000+08:00

Feeling abit sick~~ (maybe in the mind also? Cause so late liao i type my blog? Lolx) Project and work i have to choose one of them.. Maybe i will tackle both at the sametime.. (die faster??) Money cannot very time take from parents. Cause when leisure is mine.. Why must take from them?? But mother's day is tomorrow.. Only have cake.. So sad.. Failed?? Mom provide so much for me.. but i only can give her a little.. Selfish of me.. Lolx.. and Sorry for the one i bit your figure.. >.<.. Morning liao but not feeling tired.. Maybe there is something wrong with me.. Ya my tutorials also haven't do yet.. Poly aren't like ITE where they tell you when you do the tutorials.. But poly is must auto do.. If not there is no marks... Stress man.. But still must carry on... I will get used to it.. My good friends will support me one hor?? =).. Feel like so long never go out together liao.. I have good news too.. I have entered into NYP badminton team!! The stupid ITE don't know why cannot get in sia.. But also have one bad news.. Basket ball and badminton.. Choose which one??? Both?? Lolx.. But one thing is for sure i will not give up basket ball.. Cause if don't have it.. I won't be the same me.. Feeling abit sleepy now... going to off any moment.. bye bye~~

Signing off~~

getting...

2006-05-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

Meibing and yin jia sorry that i have to borrow money from you all.. All because of the stupid box..
Finally getting serious.. Of studying.. All because i slept in the lecture hall and when i wake up , i feel that i am having laughter and fun all these days.. Time to get serious and get the things done.. I enjoy yesterday outing with our own friends.. Hope to stay together always.. Mother's day is round the corner and have to buy a cake as soon as possible but what cake?? If ice cream cake i can't bring her eat.. If cream cake... Haiz.. Don't know want to buy what cake sia.. Unless i don't eat in the poly.. Can save $50 bucks right away.. But when you all see me, i will look like zombie.. lolz...
Sorry to cherine also that i have to own you first..

Signing off
Sayonara~~

poly?!?!?

2006-05-03T11:51:00.000+08:00

lolx.. i am typing this blog from poly?? can you imgine it?? Looks like i have nothing to do in there.. Haiz later still have lecture don't know want to go a not ... >.< .. But i will skip the basket ball selection.. Cause tomorrow is lester birthday but we are celebrating it today cause tomorrow we have no time.. Lolx.. cherine going to dance and i leaving school at 6pm.. i guess i will continue it from home...

Lets past be past...

2006-04-25T23:08:00.000+08:00

I quite sometime never update blog le... The internet was cut off because i never paid the internet bills... >.< . 2nd week of school.. But i feel like i have no wish to study.. Keep yawning in class..And wanting to fall asleep.. Don't know why.. Maybe i should not have place too much hope on her.. Maybe.. Don't know what to do now.. Give up?? Soon... Maybe should let nature takes it's course ba.. Forget about it.. If there is fate we will.. Keep waiting for my other half.. Or rather keep finding.. The search is never ending.. My relatives from malaysia has come to singapore.. Well these few days will be quite "fun" in a sense that it will be quite noisy... Hope i can get my study life back.. Maybe return the old me??.. Not used to poly life.. Quite independent unlike ite.. But one thing is always the same.. The system always cock up.. Maybe i bluff myself that the love exist.. Maybe there is no existance of you..
Maybe because of my looks.. Well no self confidence = lously.. Nerd = Best.. lolx.. Tomorrow is Basket ball selection.. Hope can get in.. If not i go play badminton.. If both cannot get in.. maybe TKD or archery.. Saw some of my ITE friends.. Only half of them managed to get in.. So sad.. y none of them are in my class... If so i will not be so lonley.. i should rename myself as Mr lonley?? Did i put a barrier around me?? Keep thinking that there is no one for me?? Well maybe i did.. Maybe i don't.. Hope i can get used to this kind of life.. Wishing that i can place a memories in my friends hearts..

Signing off~~

I want to feel nothing...

2006-04-16T18:43:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. i still thinking about the thing in gv... Dun feel like talking.. But i also long time never update you le ba.. I wish to be feelingless.. I want to feel nothing.. Cause if i feel nothing i wouldn't have feelings.. Just like before the winnie birthday even i thought it was a peaceful days at first but when i reach there.. there was a mom hitting her child.. the beating was so bad.. When i thought about i felt so angry and sad.. Wishing to feel nothing is maybe the thing i want.. Cause i will not be sad nor happy, there is also not angry feelings or jealous or even hate.. So maybe thats the best way out for me.. Feelings hurt and feelings heal.. But there is no feelings i will not be hurt or heal.. There won't be any memories.. Just as i wanted.. No sad or happy memories to remember.. Some people said that time heals all things.. But i don't think so... Maybe the only thing in my life is basket ball.. Cause i can vent anger on it and it will not show feelings... All i need is to control the ball.. And it follows my will.. Cause the ball is not a living thing.. If the ball is a living thing.. It will not even let you bounce it.. Well the world is turning but my time is stopping... Maybe even now for me there is no time... Like last time i nearly broke the hard disk by seagate.. Felt so down like last time... Don't wish to do anything.. Feel like want to sleep there or stay motionless all day.. Even today i went to the family day, i was damn down.. Trying to keep myself happy but can't.. Sometime people like don't care about you.. Cause even if i am gone the world is still turning.. The time is still moving.. There is nothing going to change.. I felt my eisiztence was small.. Or maybe none,, My mom keep asking me.. Why i am looking so angry?? Maybe thats the way i was.. Maybe.. Maybe.. Everytime i look happy go lucky.. But inside sometimes i felt so lonely.. Lonely that i think there was no one around at all.. Sometimes i walk around the shopping mall.. There was alot of people.. But i felt i was the only person walking... Feeling nothing so i can fret nothing.. There is also nothing for me to worry at all.. Cause there is no feelings in me.. I sometimes wish that i don't want to care about other people.. I know i am selfish doing that.. But Sometimes i think have they thought about me?? Maybe they have.. Maybe they don't.. Have you hope that sometimes that the time will go back?? Well i have wish for that lots of time.. Lots of thing i have done wrong.. Lots of things i haven't done.. Lots of things i have failed.. Lots of things i have missed them... And lots of things i never cherished... Really lots of things... Well today i saw somethings.. She and bryan very close.. Well i think i don't wish to hold on any longer.. It was painful as i felt like last time before.. Maybe it was my foolishiess.. To get hurt.. Reminded by the past love.. That i never cherish.. As it slowly drift away... Maybe playing basket ball is the only thing i can put my feelings inside.. Everytime i was hoping that somethings will happen but the hope was fake.. Sometimes hope gives you more hope.. But when it vanish it pulls you down.. Same as me... Long that there is not hope and wishes.. But reality.. Sometimes i thought i found what i wanted.. But in the end it is not i want.. Long time i don't have that kind of feeling.. Long time~~.. When i like someone.. Is not a play play.. Its for real... Well i guess you will see until tired be.. i guess i will end here..

Thank you for being a listening ear.. Maybe there isn't a thank you next time...

Day after tomorrow by starry heavens..

Romaji Lyrics	English Translation
yozora wo kakeru nagareboshi wo ima mitsukeraretara nani wo inoru darou tabidatsu kimi to kawashita yakusoku kokoro no naka ni itsumo aru	what will I wish for if I found a shooting star that travels in the sky now? that promise I made with the departing you will always remain in my heart
nemurenai yoru ni kikitai no wa kimi no koe asahi ga kurumade katari akashita	what I want to hear on nights I can't sleep is your voice we talked until sunrise came
tonari de muchuu ni hanasu yokogao wa kagayaite ita yo ne	your face was shining when you were engrossed in talking next to me
yume wo ou kimi to mimamoru boku ni onaji hoshi no hikari ga furisosogu furikaerazu ni aruite hoshii to namida koraete miokutta	the same starlight falls upon you, who chase after dreams, and me, who watches over I want you to walk o without looking back so I saw you off as I held back my tears
yozora wo kakeru nagareboshi wo ima mitsukeraretara nani wo inoru darou? tabidatsu kimi to kawashita yakusoku kokoro no naka ni itsumo aru	what will I wish for if I found a shooting star that travels in the sky now? that promise I made with the departing you will always remain in my heart
itsu demo tsutsundeagerareru boku de itai tsunoru samishisa wa sotto kakushite	I want to be able to embrace you anytime softly hiding the lonliness that increases
are kara toki no nagare ga modokashiku kanjihajimeta kedo	although the flow of time seem to become confusing since then
mabayui hoshi ni omoi kasanereba tsuyoi ai e to kaete yukeru kara kimi ga jibun de ayunda kiseki mo tashika na mono ni kitto naru	if we overlap our feelings on that bright star we'll be able to change it into strong love even that miracle you made on your own will turn into something complete
yozora wo kakeru nagareboshi wo ima mitsukeraretara nani wo inoru darou doko ni itatte tsunagatte iru yo kimi no kotoba ga yomigaeru	what will I wish for if I found a shooting star that travels in the sky now? we're connected no matter where we are your words come to life
yume wo ou kimi to mimamoru boku ni onaji hoshi no hikari ga furisosogu furikaerazu ni aruite hoshii to namida koraete miokutta	the same starlight falls upon you, who chase after dreams, and me, who watches over I want you to walk o without looking back so I saw you off as I held back my tears
yozora wo kakeru nagareboshi wo ima mitsukeraretara nani wo inoru darou tabidatsu kimi to kawashita yakusoku kokoro no naka ni itsumo aru	what will I wish for if I found a shooting star that travels in the sky now? that promise I made with the departing you will always remain in my heart

Valnetine's Day??

2006-02-13T20:14:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the day where the sweets hearts meet each other.. and it is also the singles roaming the street or cooping at home... Well i am maybe the one cooping at home or go and watch movie by my own... Nearly forgot that valnetine's day is also for friends to unite.. Some people have different thinking.. Tomorrow is sure going to be a bright day.. The brighest day ever.. >.<" Lolx.. Don't know how to spend the time.. Cause tomorrow night is also a lesson for my japanese lang.. Even have sweet heart also cannot meet at night.. Lolx... Taihen desu ne~~ The bells are ringing.. Well it is the ice cream man ... Hope to get some to eat.. Lazy to go down... Work until very tired.. Oh ya tomorrow is also i off.. Wanting to catch some movie.. Victor still own me 10 bucks... Hehe.. Lolx i going to play basket ball now..

Sayonara~~
signing off

day after tomorrow...

2006-02-01T16:55:00.000+08:00

Well today i went out with my parents in the morning.. To see doctor.. Cause i haven't recover... from 11am wait until nearly to 12.25pm.. Finally my turn to go in.. The doctor said : "you again huh??" lolx... When i finished we headed back to home to fetch my older brother.. While i was waiting for him i saw something brownish.. I walk to there and saw a kitten and i saw it was shivering... I touched it and it kept meowing~~ I don't know what the reason.. I thought it was hungry so i go buy a packet of fresh milk.. Poured on the ground and it start licking it... While it licked the milk it stopped shivering... I felt quite happy... After not long after my brother came down and we head to sim lim.. bought the B band receiver.. Around 5 we reached back home... Now maybe heading to play basket ball... lolx...

Signing off...
Sayonara...

yozora wo kakeru nagareboshi wo ima
mitsukeraretara nani wo inoru darou?
tabidatsu kimi to kawashita yakusoku
kokoro no naka ni itsumo aru

Going~~

2006-02-01T01:03:00.000+08:00

Well today went out with jin kai and his brother... At first i called him but can't find him cause the hp was turned off... Then i released that he is working for mac ( cause mac never let him to take off..) I reach there about 2 Something.. His mom came out at first then said that he will be working OT.. Nevermind i contiuned waiting.. Finally one person came and and took over him i thought we can go home and change ( or only i..) Then he said he had to do other things before he can go.. Then i contiuned waiting... Until 5... Finally when he off he came to my house and my mom gave him a hao bao.. After that i went to his house and gave his mom two oranges and also receive a red packet.. When we are ready, we go down to take bus 40 to parkway .. To play pool of course .. Still me who win the most... After that near to ten we took bus 135 to home.. After when i eat finish my dinner and sat down to watch tv... And also hearing my mum nag me about the work... Saying that jin kai at least know that hoildays need to work more and the income also more then me.... I wish to tell her to shut up.. But she is my mom after all ... I endure... Then she talk about it again I endure... Again and again i endure her nagging.. Finally it has stop... When finally i think i have a good time to chat with my friends... At first i called to winnie.. She sound not so happy.. Cause she has lost something worth.. Well... =< Not long after.. i go online.. Well... hm... I think that all i have to say for today... It is not a memorable day for me.. Hope this part af memory won't last long... Hope so... Feeling tired of ~~~~

Signing off

Sayonara..

nemurenai yoru ni kikitai no wa kimi no koe
tonari de muchuu ni hanasu yokogao wa kagayaite ita yo ne
yume wo ou kimi to mimamoru boku ni
onaji hoshi no hikari ga furisosogu
furikaerazu ni aruite hoshii to
namida koraete miokutta
asahi ga kurumade katari akashita

Crazy??

2006-01-30T20:00:00.000+08:00

Well.. today i go to the hong bao river.. When we reach there i only buy a cheesy hotdog and we left the place.. Cause there is nothing to see >.<... After that we go to kallang KFC.. to eat... At first i eat only salad... then my mom give me a drumstick.... >.< Of course i eat it... lolx... Sick still eat KFC?? haha.. Then after i first one i stopped eating liao.. Keep drinking soft drink... Well thats all i hv to say for today

Signing off
Sayonara..

yozora wo kakeru nagareboshi wo ima
mitsukeraretara  nani wo inoru darou
doko ni itatte tsunagatte iru yo
kimi no kotoba ga yomigaeru

New Year??

2006-01-27T11:08:00.000+08:00

The Chinese New Year eve is just tomorrow.. But i haven't did anything yet.. Well Things and time pass in a blink of an eye.. Sometime regret for the things i done but what can i do? Just have to move on.. Going to be sick soon.. Hope to fall sick after Chinese New Year... Later still need to go to work.. Shiok huh?? Sometimes stand there like a stupid fool waiting for people to come... Sometimes just hate my cousins parents and some cousins.. Think they very good.. but they like a whole lot of baka people who don't know people feelings.. Just like a machine gun shoot very fast but reload very slow... Well i got to go liao

Sayonara
Signing off~

long...

2006-01-18T17:57:00.000+08:00

hi!~~ long time never update my blog... Cause to mood to update..... Last few days kanna scolded by my mom.... haiz... but nevermind tomorrow or the next day i going to poly soon... Hope can go in.. and my friend just call that got a place for me in some sort of job... well the work place must wear formal one... haiz but why on 24 .... the work at gv if got work how?? need to ask people to take over me.... So sian at home nothing to do... Hope tomorrow will be a better one...
Sayonara..
Signing off

Broke....

2006-01-11T23:15:00.000+08:00

Well today i go and buy clothes for Chinese New year.. Well at first don't knoe what clothes to choose... When the time pass i finally got an ideal... That is the time when cherine and winnie doing their hair~~.. Well i only took a while to get the clothes i want done.. Only one shirt .. When i am done.. i waited for cherine and winnie.. Well quite sleeply waiting for them.. When i was just about to go mad winnie finish her hairdo... Quite nice... I also want to get my hair done.. but no money and i don't want to get it so early done cause i scared it will grow long at Chinese New Year... Anyway lots of things to get it done before Chinese Year New.. Work also... Hope to get a very nice hair cut... lolx... Well thats all i have to say for today... see ya

Sayonara
Signing off..

Phew..>.<

2006-01-11T00:21:00.001+08:00

Well today i go get my pay.. When i reach there it was almost around 7.00pm.. Well all thanks to that jin kai and his brother.. But if they also not there.. It will be meanless to go alone... When i was reaching the shop, my heart was beating rapidly as i thought the boss won't give me my pay and scold me .. But instead i reach there , she say you come and get your pay huh? Then i only have to answer a yes or no.. I answered yes of course... When i got my pay... I got a shock.. Not short of money but infact more ... $5 more.. Well of course i happy except it ... When i taken my pay my friends and i headed towards Plaza Sing... Well go there to play pool and we played around 2 hours pluz.. Well jin kai say i tyco win him one... but i believe it is my skill cause lester train me out one... Well if there is hardwork there is bound to have sucess.. Then he grumble all the way home... Lucky my father fell asleep cause my mom was awake saying that my father was angrily shouting cause i and my brother haven't reached home.. >.<"' Lolx sorry dad... :p Hope you will forgive us... you sure will... Only have one thing to say to you all Good night and sleep well..

Sayonara
Signing off

Phew..>.<

2006-01-11T00:21:00.000+08:00

Rain..

2006-01-09T18:37:00.001+08:00

It is raining whole day today... Well but last night i slept well.. infact slept soundly..Woke up at around 10am.. then i pop my head down to sleep again.. until around 12pm then wake up.. The problems are getting lesser but the problems won't end... Life is full of problems so that you can solve one by one.. Some problems are impossible to solve.. but as time goes the more we can do the impossible possible... Sometimes you need to go to great lengths to do it.. but sometimes we think it is a big problem but actually is a small one.. All it needs is a thing called effort.. Too bad that i can't go to work today cause it is raining the whole day even though i never go to work but at least today i am not bored as other days.. Today is rather a nice one.. Though i go and buys things with my mom, she bought the daily things i wanted... lolx... Winnie.. i don't know whether want to go to your house downstair one ... cause if i go then lester say me pang sa him.. Maybe i should call lester come also.. lolx.. like this won't pang sa him le.. When i got my pay maybe we can go and bite something together or maybe we can go to the Chinese New Year count down..(Don't forget i bought the spays... :p) lolx... Cherine if you see this one.. Hope your hand got better and lets go to the countdown together.. Hoping to spay you also... :x... Tomorrow will be a better day for you and me.. i mean all of us.. cause.. Eventually there will be light after rain.. Rain will last hours and days but not weeks even if it rain on Chinese New Year.. The air of the Chinese Year New is there... So even rain cannot do about the feels of CNY.. Right? Shine.. But lets hope it will not be hot... lolx asking for too much... hehe.. When the pay come i still have lots of things i haven't buy.. like clothes and Chinese New Year things.. The Chuan Len.. stuffs like that.. Well thats all i have to say (or rather type...) for today... CHEERUP EVERYONE!!

Sayonara
Signing off

Rain..

2006-01-09T18:37:00.000+08:00

It is raining whole day today... Well but last night i slept well.. infact slept soundly woke up at around 10am.. then i pop my head down to sleep again.. until around 12pm then wake up.. The problems are getting lesser but the problems won't end... Life is full of problems so that you can solve one by one.. Some problems are impossible to solve.. but as time goes the more we can do the impossible possible... Sometimes you need to go to great lengths to do it.. but sometime we think it is a big problem but actually is a small one.. All it needs is a thing called effort.. Too bad that i can't go to work today cause it is raining the whole day even though i never go to work but at least today i am not bored as other days.. Today is rather a nice one.. Though i go and buys things with my mom, she bought the daily things i wanted... lolx... Winnie.. i don't know whether want to go to your house downstair one ... cause if i go then lester say me pang sa him.. Maybe i should call lester come also.. lolx.. like this won't pang sa him le.. When i got my pay maybe we can go and bite something together or maybe we can go to the Chinese New Year count down..(Don't forget i bought the spays... :p) lolx... Cherine if you see this one.. Hope your hand got better and lets go to the countdown together.. Hoping to spay you also... :x... Tomorrow will be a better day for you and me.. i mean all of us.. cause.. Eventually there will be light after rain.. Rain will last hours and days but not weeks even if it rain on Chinese New Year.. The air of the Chinese Year New is there... So even rain cannot do about the feels of CNY.. Right? Shine.. But lets hope it will not be hot... lolx asking for too much... hehe.. When the pay come i still have lots of things i haven't buy.. like clothes and Chinese New Year things.. The Chuan Len.. stuffs like that.. Well thats all i have to say (or rather type...) for today... CHEERUP EVERYONE!!

Sayonara
Signing off

Wet day...

2006-01-08T19:47:00.000+08:00

Well i today woke up at 7am cause i need to work the Chinatown at 9.30am.. When i reach the mrt .. (Count me unlucky) There was a exercise going on... I suddenly remembered winnie said can take bus 80.. I top up my EZ-link card (only can top up $10..) .. Not long after i waited the bus came.. When i have reach there it was way too early (8.30am).. Felt that i was hungry as i heard nosies inside... ^^'' So i go ordered the world most heavy mee.. Guess what mee?? It is wan ton mee... lolx Guess that was lame... When i have finished my heavy mee(but i am still hungry...) i walk to the store.. Well the store haven't open yet cause i reach there at 8.50am.. wait patiently for the time to reach... Everyone was late except me... Well than i continue selling the things in the store.. Business stopped at around 12 cause it starting to rain.. The rain was light at first but it gradually become heavier... Instead of Tourist and people... They were replaced by water.... but before the rain i was one couple came to the shop to purchase somethings... I saw the man taking a camera to take photos of his wife.. Camera are said to take beautiful moments .... but i some how don't agree that.. Cameras that take down beautiful moments, are not yet complete.. Cameras that take down the sad moment and the happy ones are complete.. Everyone has a happy and sad moment, why don't let everyone see your happy moments and the sad moments.. share with them.. After i finish work, i go meet lester cause he is finishing work at 4.20pm... Then you all can guess what happened ... Well... Pool...

Sayonara...
Signing off

Thinking....

2006-01-07T23:16:00.000+08:00

Today Different place different time... But it is much buzier then yesterday.. This time the streets sre flooded with tourist and chinese people... I went to the store at winnie one (which is a smaller one..) Then she ask me with first question.. Can you help me buy bubble tea?? lolx.... So i went to buy the drink.. Yam.. it taste like coffee... i mean the pearls.... quite nice.. ii desu.. When i finish my work i go to the other store to ask the boss what time i come to work tomorrow? She said 9.30am.. Well more work more $$ then my life will be easier?? Hope so... Well as i was walking home (of course i must take the mrt first) eating my yummy apple pie and Mac Chicken.. thinking... Well something .. What is the difference of loving someone and being loved?? Loving someone was easy cause it is only one sided love... but the being loved is different cause it is a two sided love.... All my Secondary school days is loving someone.... I am now very tired of it... Let go already but if have another "loving someone" i hope this will be quick.. to end my misery... Enough misery of all this while... When i reached the bridge, i heard one voice said " eh!!" When i look up you guess who that person is.. Well winnie and sidney walking down the flight of steps.. Saw them taking lunch box thought they want to go to the coffee shop to sit down and eat... Guess i was wrong... Then winnie said i today have eaten lots of Mac stuff... Well fast food but tasteless... i guess my world is fast.. but tasteless too... I nowadays have sleepless night.... Wanting to sleep but can't sleep... Don't know what has happened to me... My mom said that i slept too much... I guess that is the problem.. Hope thats the problem... Hope won't do something about it but it aleast give a glimpse of light and hope.. Now i am hoping lots of things will happen.. >.<... lolx
Sayonara

0.0

2006-01-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

lolx... today start work... Well i thought it was a clothes shop selling clothes, like neck tie all those... but i had a shcok of my life .... lolx maybe winnie told me but i never hear properly... Can you imagine a guy standing at the "some sort of jewellery shop"?? lolx... Hope i can get used to it... Hope that i won't be a gay... lolx..>.<"" Hope that i can get along with others... At first i stand down like and idoit guy watching the store, watching people pass each time... Then i start to talk to the customers... Some more the aunties in the shop keep pulling in customers.. well it is not the thing that you are thinking of.. HELLO~~ It is a CLOTHES SHOP!!... haha Tomorrow i go to the winnie stall to take over her after she leave... Haiz... today sell like none.. only 2 pieces of cloth nia.... >.< . I suddenly forget that this is friday.. I am one day behind others..... ^^" Hope that i will not lag anymore.... Later lag too much my brain crashed... Crash... maybe better.. take a long rest laying down without waking up... When i am not tired anymore, i will wake up.. Maybe the things won't be the same anymore... O well... 5pm at chinatown tomorrow ... CHINA TOWN HERE I COME!!~~

signing off~~
Sayonara

What a day..

2006-01-05T19:09:00.000+08:00

Today i rather meanless to live this day.. nothing to do and nothing to make me do.. Waiting for a job cause tomorrow is the day. What is the feeling to love and being loved? I am sometimes still puzzled. Is it i have never been loved by someone in my life? Sometimes i just sit down alone and think back the things i have done for today. Have i regret the things i have done? Sometimes is yes.. Cause i feel that sometime i live life is like a movie.. even movies are bound to end someday. Keep on raining like the washing machine.. Still kana scolded by my brother.. Ask me make still shout at me.. Damn.. Next time ask him make himself. kns.. Now feeling like shit.. Haiz..... Hate this day.. Please if this is possible make this day gone away.. Wash it away from my memories.. Wash away all the sad and unhappy things away..Sometimes act like feeling happy,Sometimes i am alone i keeping thinking that i am a aloner.... One side say i am not other side keep saying i am.. The only way i can stop thinking is either i talk to someone or i type it out..

signing off